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haven't been around these parts in a while.
ten weeks ago i was brought to a psych ward for detox & suicidal intent. after sobering up was diagnosed as bipolar 2, which is an extended major depression followed by hypermanic episodes lasting 4-7 days. provided a lot of clarity on the past 20 years of life.
spent the last two months inpatient at a psych facility dealing with SI (suicidal ideation), alcoholism and mental health. finally thinking i can face the world again, just got a 60 day chip and whatnot, will be returning to life & attempting to live.
then i just found a bump on my back has turned into a large painful something or other that could certainly be cancerous but fingers crossed that it isn't.
so suffice to say life has been interesting / it's been a long year.
- welcome back!uan
- Woahhh!! Good luck and welcome back!OBBTKN
- LA is a tough town. Stay in the game!hotroddy
- and at least your not wishing for cancer which is a good state to be in mentally.hotroddy
- Hope it's just a cyst.Brabo_Brabo
- Great to hear, Colin. Hang in thereGnash
- Did they give you those weird socks?scarabin
- Good to have you back, sir!scarabin
- Hang in there, dude, and surround yourself with only good peoplebabydick
- Holy shit, hang in there brother.garbage
- @all thanks for the kind responses. trying to get used to talking about this shit, figured here was a good place to try it out.colin_s
- @scarabin yah, took shoelaces and belt etccolin_s
- We don't know each other but I am glad you are back. Feel free to talk whenever you wish. Not everyone is an asshole or troll here.Longcopylover
- Talking about is good to do. Glad you had the courage to do it. One day at a timeGnash
- You fucking rule dude. Another outlet could be talk therapy.mort_
- What a crazy year it has been for you. I'm glad that you're on the mend. Stay positive, cheers mate.utopian
- Stay STRONG, I am here for you as well.BonSeff
- one day at a time mate - take care_me_
- Take care manthumb_screws
- 2 months in a psych ward and QBN is where you come back to? braveautoflavour
- Glad things are looking up for you!boobs
- all the best, try to focus on all that great work you do if you can (I know it's hard in tough times).fadein11
- <3PonyBoy
- Hope you are okay brother; tough times for all.
XOideaist - Fucking hell Colin. Thoughts are with you mate and I know we all have our tough moments, but that's deep shit. Stick in there palIanbolton
- Courage to you, Colin. Welcome back!stoplying
- Check your email.garbage
- I've gotten real close to this point on more than one occasion, I'm glad you got through it colin, stay strong.BuddhaHat
- That's tough. All the best, colin_s.Fax_Benson
- Goodness. Good luck mate, hope you are beginning to see the light, I missed your adventures on Instagram. Be strong, you CAN do it!!Hayzilla