Turns out I'm dating a Pro...
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Some have asked where I'm going from here. I did get tested for literally everything and came up clean, thank goodness. Going forward is complicated. Some groundwork:
First of all, sex workers often hang out with other sex workers. I've since found out that my girl's roommate is also a pro. If I'm being candid, I'm probably going to see if I can pull off a threesome at her place, but we'll see. For the record, I know this is a terrible idea.
Her roommate is properly nuts. She seems like the kind of chick who would eat your ass one sec and then torch your couch the next. My girl says she's bi, so I guess I'll call her bluff and ride shotgun? Could be interesting, even though I know it will end in horror.
Also, these girls are industrious. Like a logo designer who expands to do positioning strategy, once a girl turns to sex work, they start expanding their offerings in the industry. My girl currently has THREE "sugar daddies" (that she assures me she's sunsetting... ahmmm...) that each pay the equivalent of her rent in exchange for companionship and bi-weekly fucking. She also had an OnlyFans (she's since quit that... sporadic pay) and occasional camming. The roommate gets flown to various cities to do "massages," but they're cagy on the details.
Of course, I should walk away. This is chaos — an absolute shitshow. I'm a proper professional with a solid career. I don't do drugs. I'm old as fuck. I should be dating a dentist and go apple picking or some shit, but yet... but yet...
Sex like this changes you. She likes being "reclaimed." The psychology of this is fascinating. "Reclaiming" is basically where I start off very assertively and end with the most gentle cuddling you could imagine. Trying to keep this thread PG-13, but the range is both concerning and intoxicating. You feel like you're both the disease and the medication simultaneously. Fucked. Up.
Though I don't know when her other "dates" are, I can tell by her communication patterns when she's out. I was 99% sure that she was out the other night, and I actually got turned on. That is so fucked up, and I know it. Like I said, sex like this changes you, and not for the better, almost assuredly.
I think the move is to just go with it, see what absurdity I can pull off/she'll let me get away with, see just how depraved we can take this, demand constant testing, and drive the wheels off this midlife crisis into an early grave. I'm only half kidding. I'm so fucked.
- https://www.youtube.…shapesalad
- youtube needs more Hubermansted
- I think you should explore this to its fullest and quit when it becomes a problem. Do you have anything better to do with your time anyways? You might evenzarkonite
- learn a thing or two about yourself... you probably already have!zarkonite
- this is turning into some kind of a david lynch/david cronenburg moviehans_glib
- You're going to get burned....badly.utopian
- Whatever you do, this thread must go on! You've got the entire bleacher section of the "QBN married with kids old guys club" cheering for you.nocomply
- ^ Yes, the burning will be probably some STDbabydick
- haha this is great. She still has clients???OP31
- This is much more interesting that pretty womandee-dubs
- You sound like a sociopath so maybe you've found your level.i_monk
- ^ Yup, and openly admitting this shit is fucked ain't helpingbabydick
- At least keep this going long enough to make a limited series on HBO. Consider our entertainment.CyBrainX
- You gonna keep testing yourself every week
now like with COVID? :)yuekit - It does sound a bit like the premise of a shitty Netflix series, but I see nothing wrong as long as you don't get taken in/scammed by her. Use it as a bridge toyuekit
- your next real relationship.yuekit
- Gonna cause issues when next GF finds out about your last GF sex workernoRGB