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- bradpitt0
what do they taste like? ppl say it tastes like pain.
- rasko40
everything thats real in this life tastes like pain.
- bradpitt0
define real.
- rasko40
if it hurts, it's real.
- ********0
I'm not going to barcelona--just said it to sound fabulous. I hardly ever leave the house.
- bradpitt0
I am coming to visit you and rasko.
- ********0
rasko will be the better bet
- ********0
which is the dumber song--"She sells sanctuary" by the Cult, or "amost cut my hair" by Crosby Stills and Nash? One thing for sure--"Almost Cut my Hair" is the worst song of all time.
- emokid0
i need more attention.
- kingjulien0
A professor in grad school took me out drinking the night of my thesis review. I had just read his most famous novel the week before, about a writer with dreams of becoming a bullfighter who juggled his time between four very different mistresses. Because the location of each affair was so vivid, I was amazed that night when he brought me to a location from the book, a studio he shared with an abstract expressionist from Mexico City. After a bottle of wine, my professor lined up four rails of coke and blasted off, which was crazy to me in that I had finally been allowed access to his secret world, while I wandered through the rows of canvases, admiring each work. Suddenly he called me over and showed me this little cigar box. Inside was a pair of panties, a video containing one of his sexual encounters, and a beautiful blue vase that contained a dark red liquid. At first I tried to play it off like I was unimpressed, that is until he told me that inside the vase was the blood of one of his mistresses - a fellow student of mine and a girl I had once taken out for drinks, which mirrored probably the best chapter in his novel.
How do you look at one of your heroes again after a sconversation like this? Of course we all have our eccentricites and obsessions - I take photographs as a I way to remember things like this - but he had crossed a line in my comfort zone that made him a caricature some people had always thought of him as: this Mexican writer with slicked back hair and a small ponytail, a black Armani suit, a suitcase of notebooks with poems about tattoos and vampires, and now a cigar box with a vial of blood from his most gothic lover.
It's been three years since I've spoken with him, and writing this now reminds me why I haven't kept up: I feel uninteresting by comparison.
- ********0
Your professor is everything I hate.
- kingjulien0
I'm finding even hate is inadequate right now.
- peteski0
It happened just the other day.
- ********0
still no email from peteski. was it a ruse?
- peteski0
He was not a practical joker nor was he a fool but he was determinedly original and had a vague and modest idea of himself as a legendary figure.
- ********0
I've seen ocean's 12 on cable a few times now, and still don't know what the fuck happened
- neenaw0
I was just watching Early Doors on UKTV Gold and wondering about things. I'm drunk and typing to this rather odd little place that in reality does not exist. And I'm thinking about a school friend who was stabbed to death in Australia last night. The thing I was wondering is, what's more real? At this stage in the game I'm not sure. Maybe the blog thread is a cathartic thing... maybe it's where a few pretentious cunts like myself waste their ample time. Whatver the answer, I still typed this pish. init.
- rasko40
there's not much real in here jim, but in an absurd way it is, its all a form of therapy, a catharsis as you put it, so you came to the right place, sorry to hear about your old pal, what can I say? nothing.
sorry jim.
- neenaw0
You still trying too seed the word jim? Would that give you a better "gang"? I mean, it's all a big virtual playground, but does it really have to be a textual alternative to who's mum has the best biscuits?
- kyl30
my dog just burped in my face, ummm, elk and salmon.
bugger's eatin' beter than me tonight