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- vitamins0
All my life, I worked hard and always tried to do the right thing. Why does the devil laugh at me?
- vitamins0
I went in with good intentions from the beginning. You always steered me to pain and suffering. You bring me pain when I bring you joy. You make me suffer emotionaly, physically and spiritually. When I open up, you stab my soul.
- ismith0
Scholarships, fffuuuuu...
- ismith0
So far I haven't gotten any funding outside of Cooper's own tuition scholarship plus their grant, but I still need to cover about $15-17k in expenses for the first year. I can't even apply to many scholarships because I'll have a college degree at the end of next week. I'm searching high and low, ideally for funding directed towards non-traditional students, students already committed to a certain college/major, and interests in architecture, philosophy, law, etc... wish me luck and let me know if any of you guys find or hear of anything please...
- jurassica0
My first wedding anniversary 4 days ago and now my birthday today... man, i think i might be growing up.
- scarabin0
next time you're in the john, pass by someone at a urinal on your way out and say "you're going to think about what i just said every time you pee from now on."
i bet they do
- ismith0
"Given to students who have done something specific to separate church and state (e.g., stopped religious programs in public schools, been a plaintiff in a church-state lawsuit, etc.) or to promote nontheism."
They'll give you $1000? Whoa.
- PonyBoy0
*woot
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- PonyBoy0
Wow... would you send this to someone who raped you when you were a child.. and totally got away with it???
XXX,
As a kid you used to make me suck your penis.
You would take me out into the fields around our houses or the bushes, or your bedroom - and you would have me suck on your penis - completely unaware as to how evil and disgusting an act that was to do to a young baby such that I was at the time.
Worse yet - you did it to at least one of my brothers too.
The only reason I stopped forcefully sucking your penis is because I fell out of a tree and fractured six vertebrae in my back (and my arm), putting me in a body cast for 6+ months and completely out of your disgusting reach.
Regardless - I'm still screwed up mentally and have been since those first few memories were permanently inserted into my young innocent head.
I see you're happy - with a wife and children.
I have nothing, XXX. I'm too scared and still can't seem to 'love' in general as I'm far too perverted and twisted to even attempt to give my heart to a normal girl. I pray for a molested, hurt, torn woman, who just understands and requires I understand, and we'll both just leave it at that. She doesn't exist yet though, XXX - So I sit here in front of my computer and work.
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I did the math - you were 15 or 16 years of age when you used to stick your PENIS in my mouth, my brother's mouths and generally be evil and hurt my family in any way you could.
What's it like when you pray to God?
How is it you can appear so 'caring' on your facebook page as if you're some amazing family man - but in reality you're the reason some young men in their early 30's are in mental torment?
You're a disgusting example of what a human being can be. It's a shame you're not gone yet. Even worse is that you've reproduced - I can only imagine the evil to come from you.
You need not fear me though, XXX. I'm only trying to heal. There may even be healing in store for you, XXX. I know how I feel about you - but it IS possible for people to change, and honestly - that could make me happy just to know that you've accepted the evil you are.
You can't imagine the hurt and pain my life has been.
—OOO
- pony.. where do you find these things??e-pill
- I was molested and abused by my brother growing upvitamins
- he had schizophreniavitamins
- maybe that explains why I make myself miserablevitamins
- vitamins, what did scarabin and i tell you? man up dude.quack
- that explains a lot, but your mind is still your responsibilityscarabin
- good advice, thanksvitamins
- ephix0
"I felt like God spoke to me and this is what I heard. "Move to Louisiana, Start an organic farm, and Serve your family"! Well, to be honest, I had mixed emotions about the word and immediately began telling God that He would really have to confirm this one! "
evidence that christianity is a one-sided conversation.
- quack0
if i found someone who molested me, i would kill them, violently, maybe 15 or 16 times until the body was unrecognizable as human
- you know, usually i think you're a prick, but this time i agree with youbigtrickagain
- quack0
51500
- quack0
i would use vehicles to remove limbs, animals to feed on open wounds, acids on the skin, pliers removing fingernails toenails and teeth, i would use piano wire to cut off ears and fingers, i would likely tape & chain your family to chairs and cut their eyelids off so they could watch every single thing i do to you, and just before i let you die, you would watch me kill each member of your family just as slowly and methodical as i have been tearing away at your flesh
- scarabin0
a friend of mine was molested by catholic priests as a kid. it ruined his life... can't hold a job, can't keep a girl, can't get his shit together, hates himself
- vitamins0
My brother with schizophrenia molested me when i was a kid. I haven't seen him since I was 12. I use to be terrified to look at this photos since he had this evil look. My parents were always working.
- PonyBoy0
just curious - if you were that guy and you found your rapist... and you saw how happy he 'appeared' to be as he reveals so much of his life via a social network... ... would you send that letter... or would you do worse?
- worsesigg
- I would try to send him to jailvitamins
- much much worse, i think i already stated my positionquack
- worse.bigtrickagain
- pango0
woot just quit my job. hello freelancing~! :D
- must be a euphemism for rapeismith
- and cleaning my place as i will stay at home much more often now. should i get a cat to entertain me?pango
- lol @ ismith. no i did not see the rape post. but i'll think about that. lolpango
- if you rape a hooker and pay her.... is it still call raping?pango
- no it's called back payismith
- I believe your credit score could be affectedismith
- awesome!jurassica
- lol@ismithbigtrickagain
- sea_sea0
hola blog, long time no see.