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- drgz0
- OBBTKN0
I need a CHANGE; too many work, relationships with another persons, friends and family are worse day by day, sleepless nights, anxiety up, now i can not appreciate the difference between ups and downs, i need to take my drugs to mantain my head in "sociable-mode"...
Time to take the job apart for a time and concentrate on my life and lead back it to balance.
* The fucking chinese dealer who sended me the wrong derailleur hanger for my new bike, (i´m still waiting to get the new one in hands) is not helping, need to exercise and burn all this rage.
- ********0
"sometimes i really resent having to be useful to society in order to play in this world".
What is it you do Scara?
- i push pixels for the mouse, mainly.
my slow drift from the art side of things to the marketing side is really getting to me latelyscarabin - really getting to me latelyscarabin
- i need to get back into making cool looking things that feed my ego and satisfy me creativelyscarabin
- I know the feeling. I've gone the other way though. Buried my aspirations beneath corporate buzz-speak.********
- I have attained full burn out in other words, and no longer give any kind of shit. Its surprisingly cathartic.********
- That's a fucking shame, Orbit. Love your work, homie.Andrew_D
- i think i may burn out quicker than most if i'm not very carefulscarabin
- i push pixels for the mouse, mainly.
- epilI0
had fun last night for my bday.. got super drunk from 7 shots of tequila and lots of beer and lots of single malts.. left the boys in the city and headed to brooklyn for a night of 6 blunts and 1 of them was a double godfather.. so sill-e we got.. i jumped on the turntables and scratched out some dope beats.. i wish we recorded it.. passed out like 4am on my friend's couch.. and pushed on to work.. feeling sluggish but happy.
:)
- Last tine I combined beers and tequila I ended up gobbling a gay bloke off, and I'm not even gay!********
- haha orbitscarabin
- yeh tequila is a bitch..epilI
- after tequila and pbr, I went home and ate a sandwich and smoked a fat bowldoublespaced
- Last tine I combined beers and tequila I ended up gobbling a gay bloke off, and I'm not even gay!
- pinkfloyd0
I'm feeling so lazy today.
- cerberus0
I saw jesus in my oatmeal.
- locustsloth0
what if the moon was my car and Jupiter was my hairbrush?
- you would be Godlypinkfloyd
- pass wat ever yur smokin' to me pleaseepilI
- HAT-P-1 is your frying pan.cerberus
- that was a funny episode... somehow the Office gets better and better over timedoublespaced
- pinkfloyd0
Wow, I can't believe Michael Redd is the 5th highest paid NBA player. I use to watch him in the Worthington summer leagues.
- ********0
I saw oatmeal in my vomit
- two great goops that goop great togetherlocustsloth
- I tasted it, and it tasted like oatmealpinkfloyd
- JackRyan0
been waiting two days on assets for a job thats due Monday, got an email today. It was a pdf, opened it up in illy...just an embedded image. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
- mrghost0
sometimes when i want to skip forward in a track in iTunes i forget that it doesn't have to load. my brain is changing.
- MrT0
I want a 3D helicopter and the wife is unreasonably suggesting that it doesn't really sit well as 'home improvement'.
- pinkfloyd0
Sorry to post so much in this thread, but I need an audience.
- HijoDMaite0
random:
if you know people who need work
Costco is hiring right now for the Holiday season.
my girlfriend just got hired.
great company to work for.p.s. drug test was an oral swab. (i don't know what that means she smoked a little about a week ago and she passed)
- scarabin0
corporations attempted to pass prop 19 so they can make more money (it had nothing to do with freedom).
net neutrality failed because corporations want our money (and we don't have enough resources to fight it properly).
and that's just this week.
every day what we consider our freedom, our very way of life, is under fire from these corporations who have one thing on their minds, and it's profit. they gain more and more victories every day, and every day we become more passive, more stupid, more sheeplike. we're nothing but trained animals, raised from birth to think, eat, act and fuck in the most profitable way.
they are the successful humans. we are not. they control the resources and power. we on the other hand barely maintain a way of life that's above deplorable.
what if we're wrong in thinking that our side in the "us vs them" battle is the correct one, that we only think our side is correct because it's the one we were born into. maybe our species is meant to work in the way that "they" do. we're losing the war here. should we just switch sides?
- scarabin0
god, we're fucking losing this shit
- scarabin0
corporations have evolved like organisms, they even have rights like individuals now, they have personalities like people do. they have minds made of neurons made of people.
maybe they're the new organism, what happens when they reach a state where the humans are replaced entirely by software, as in the ever-looming singularity? maybe they're the next step and we were just the stairs they climbed up on
- omgitsacamera0
ugh. cannot get openatrium to install on (gs)
help?
- PonyBoy1
Got really sick yesterday... To the point where I need the go under knife on Monday... *gulp
- jeez man, what happened?scarabin
- Had a heart attack... My congenital defect had taken over and pretty much destroyed my aerotic valve to the point it is 'almost a rock'PonyBoy
- A rock of calcium w/an opening 1/10th size I should bePonyBoy
- M getting a mechanical valve as apposed to a tisse one... The tissue one will wear out too fast as I'm young stillPonyBoy
- i have mechanical bits as well, it's amazing what we can do nowadays. it'll be good to get it taken care of, you'll be stronger than everscarabin
- than ever :)scarabin
- feel better PonyBoypinkfloyd
- we'll be rooting for youscarabin
- Thank you both!... I'm a little scared for sure.PonyBoy
- get better pony********
- Stay golden.doublespaced
- Soory to hear Pony, stay strong my friend!utopian
- Hey, PB - Big Love from across the pond - next time you're here you'll be a cyborg!
xdetritus - keep on truckin ponyboy! we'll look out for your return!bigtrick
- good luck, Pony :)Jaline
- Thanx for the love, all :)PonyBoy
- good health pony, best of luckfoz
- Sorry to hear ponyboy. Best of luck and keep strong.JerseyRaindog
- prayers from rand********
- pinkfloyd0
Scarabin, based on your posts above I did a quick research into the downfall of some the past civilizations. Two of the most powerful dynasty's were the Roman and Han Empire. Corruption was one of the characteristics of their downfall:
"Both the Han Dynasty and the Roman Empire were powerful and impressive. They both fell because of weak leaders and power hungry individuals. The Han practice of concubinage led to much violence and strife in the royal family, causing disunity and internal conflict. Regents often attempted to seize power. Love of money led to the precarious situations of Rome’s later emperors, as soldiers demanded gold for loyalty. In both empires, corruption of government contributed to the bitterness of the common people. All of these things arise from the selfishness in the human heart. In James 3:16, we see the unavoidable consequences of selfish gain. “For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice.” Man’s desire for power over himself and over others has led to much suffering. These two empires could not escape the corruption of human nature."