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- ********0
I've ordered a portable biofeedback device in hopes of tempering my berzerk responses to stress. I'll let you know how it goes, unless i become too mellow to post on nt anymore.
- pski0
I've had all my berzerk responses set to stress for awhile now. So far, my prostate is holding up.
- Jnr_Madison0
ha ha xenicon is actually very close to the truth. My gf isn't my gp but she is in the medical profession, so I do see a lot of doctors on a regular basis :)
..and yes every two weeks for now. It's a long and boring story that would even bore the tits off the blog thread.
- emokid0
i wish the blog thread had tits.
- Jnr_Madison0
I think I've said too much.
- ********0
hahaha emo
- pski0
Am I late? I'm here for the tits.
- rasko40
1. I am totally convinced that my mind has warped my skeletal frame so that equilibrium may never be achieved. Probably out of spite.
2. I just shouted "fucking shut up you twat" from my window to a car that was repeatedly honking unnecessarily, there was no way the people in the car could ever have heard me. I knew this.
3. I am sure I have worth yet I can not picture myself in any situation generating anything like good money consistently.
4. Relating to the above; I have such little respect for money that I am doomed to failure.
5. I despise my parents for instilling within me fear of being without a job or a pension, and yet, I retain my hatred for actually having a job.
6. Too many people say "I hate myself" - with me, it is actually true, and yet, I also like myself a little, but only from the perspective of a mountain hermit looking upon another mountain hermit.
7. Nearly all my friends are complete under achievers, intelligent, creative and completely lost. This is the only thing that gives me solice, and yet disturbs me tremendously..
8. I cannot deal with the fact that I am an uncle and should remember birthdays and supply gifts or cards bearing money.
9. Sometimes, I consider getting new music, updating my operating system or creating some kind of accounts system to handle my receipts other than simply throwing them in a drawer, these thoughts often follow each other as if in a river, I find myself drowning within them quickly, overwhelmed, a headache ensuing, having to erase all such thoughts immediately.
10. I genuinely have no idea what it is that would make me happy, I have been convinced for several years that I will never be content.
- ********0
....zzzzzZZzzzzz
- rasko40
you cunt, you fucking cunt. I'm not coming here again.
You fucking shitbagging cunt.
You think I'm joking but I'm not.
Fuck you.
- ********0
wasn't aimed at you, you crazy brit, I didn't read your post before I posted it... just how I feel now.. Sleepy!..
- ********0
rasko: yr an uncle? that is the catbird seat. Think of all the cool things you can do that the parents can't. Gifts? pfft. I'm talking vice without regret, knowledge w/o fear, guidance with flair and panache.
Just this morning I was thinking about "danegeld" and money: having more of it only makes you soft.
- bradpitt0
I just had some awesome ramen noodles. yum!
- ********0
I can't eat ramen noodles w/o snorting
- bradpitt0
you should try chugging it down with ketchup. mmmmm...
*throws up.
- ********0
11. I deeply fear that infirmity/death is nigh.
- canuck0
i have to remember to get my car serviced either today or tomorrow. Just an oil change but it's long over due.
- ********0
I always forget to switch out the windshield wiper blades until it pours then I can't see shit.
12. Wanting to revenge seems pointless now. Not that the bastards don't deserve it but I've decided I'm better at trying to be happier than angier ( although that is easier) and I can change myself. Those assholes will have to rot on their own.
- Jnr_Madison0
Don't you dare fucking leave the blog thread again rasko!
The sincerity of hearfelt emotion pouring out in the form of words has been sorely missed. I often read you posts like I had written them myself which is unnerving and comforting at the same time, realising I am not the only one that feels like this. Don't go.
*continues drinking.