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so i woke up at 5:30 in the morn, i usally get up at 7:07. so I am dead tired not to mention i fell asleep at 1:12 , this always happens when i stop smoking bud ...
so should i get some sleeping pills or just stick to bud
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Still nothin? thought not.
Oh well,
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Some years ago - never mind how long precisely - having little or no money in my purse, and nothing particular to interest me on shore, I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world. It is a way I have of driving off the spleen and regulating the circulation. Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me from deliberately stepping into the street, and methodically knocking people's hats off - then, I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can. This is my substitute for pistol and ball. With a philosophical flourish Cato throws himself upon his sword; I quietly take to the ship. There is nothing surprising in this. If they but knew it, almost all men in their degree, some time or other, cherish very nearly the same feelings towards the ocean with me.
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when I said I was God, I didn't mean it
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theory of jesus covers that
- mr_snuggles0
saphire will be missed...
- rasko40
In blog, as in Life
I am not missed
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rasko5 tell rasko4 to come back
- mr_snuggles0
whatevs, you're the linchpin, jim...
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case closed
- rasko40
your generous lies are of comfort to me.
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I had big hopes for Mr. Verhoeven but really, in the past 20 years, he's done nothing but shovel shit one way and rake in lucre the other. He's career has been in Hollywood.
Shame? I don't know. He strikes me as a technician who regrets that with beauty he stands away from.
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As I grow older and further from my youthful dreams and hopes, certain realisations begin to pain me, the most prevalent of which is the fact that it may certainly be likely that my entire life will have been meaningless, in vain, no legacy or empire left over, no books to span the decades and centuries to come, no songs to weep and love to, no change been affected, no trace.
I plan to address this issue, I hope to see my image reappear upon the polaroid, just like Marty McFly, my place in history must be guaranteed.
- grunttt0
el oh el
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years ago I moved gf's father into a aprtment bldg in chelsea The apartment was above the gay mens health clinic which was just beginning to deal with AIDS killing people left and right- there was always a line out front on the stoop when it opened in the morning) While carrying his extra stuff into the basement I met an old women on the second floor. She asked I carry some stuff down for her too. Husband was sick, she wasn't well etc. my husband's papers, thing, pfft, nothing, you see. I carried down two open boxes which when I put down the second, I looked at. They were the original comps for Krone's volkswagen ads plus all kinds of collateral. Two boxes. I lingered but when I was young nothing really seemed remarkable because I expected life to be that way. I knew what I was looking at but didn't care so much. I could see it any old time.
PS. I think "internets legend " sounds more internetty.
- mr_snuggles0
blog it like it's hot...
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Curiously, and in a similar vein, I have thrown nearly all my old sketchbooks and various paintings etc away, as I look at them and think "do I need this? Can I not produce something like this any old time?" and then throw them away.
I would like to see some of this stuff again really, but then I am glad of the lack of baggage. I found a sketch bookd from 1996 the other day, it amusing.