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- autoflavour4
Feeling very depressed lately. Just feels like my life is on hold even tho it’s totally not. I am not sure what I want to do, and what I am doing isn’t much.
Also my kid is getting fat and screen obsessed.
I know it’s just the weed, but I can few my life passing me by, and while I want to keep up, I don’t see it
I’m thinking I might disconnect from the interweb for a while
- yo auto! despite not knowing much about you besides the stuff you share here...I yesterday used you, anonymously ;-), as an example...oey
- ...because I'm thinking in apply to a Master degree. And I was like, this dude he has one kid, hell of a work, awesome podcast...oey
- went back to Australia and is studying again and I find that very inspiring.oey
- I'm also someone who's always very unsatisfied and who wants more. this quest, this thirst...oey
- I'm also someone who's always very unsatisfied and who wants more. this quest, this thirst...oey
- and no, it's not just the weed, and I mean it in a positive way. now your kid, that's something who want to do something about.oey
- if you disconnect, please just don't go. I find you totally cool and a nice presence here. besides you're spreading the word.oey
- and it takes a lot of courage to do what you're doing. so please keep it up and feel hugged. I would miss you for sure.oey
- Awww.. definitely made me feel better reading this today.autoflavour
- I have 2 kids btwautoflavour
- This why I stick to sativas...robotron3k
- I'm suffering crippling depression and struggling to even get out of bed. Do things for kid though. Try small things (cut out meat and dairy). I'm a dad too andmugwart
- It's so fucking hard when you can hardly look after your self but have to focus on your kid.mugwart
- Post holiday depression?pango
- Hey man, in the same boat (minus kid and weed) and it's been a while, but in the fog there are rays of sunshine here and there.spl33nidoru
- Disconnecting for a while does help, and so does agressively pursuing any momentum. As low as I get (sometimes worryingly) I never doubt that it will change forspl33nidoru
- the best, it's just a matter of endurance and avoiding passivity at all costs. Keep it up, like oey said, you rock!spl33nidoru
- https://memegenerato…pango
- I know mindfulness meditation is THE answer to these negative thought patterns.mort_
- Probably like most people though, I don't understand why I can't commit to it.mort_
- But whenever I do, everything is lighter and my reactions to feelings are more considered.mort_
- It's analogous to normalising a wav file, if that makes any sense.mort_
- Neptune Square Neptune transit... feels like the Doldrums.keewee
- If you're smoking weed < 7pm, stop that shit. Everyone I know who smokes earlier in the day ends up getting miserable as fuck.
xNairn - (regularly, I mean, obv)Nairn
- freedom0
What are you doing for NYE?
- Beers and tapas until 9pm, after this prepare the dinner with wife and daugthers, and dinner and soft drink until 12pm. Around 00:30 am the neigbors get crazy..OBBTKN
- Firing fireworks and "tracas", it's fun!! At 2am we're at bed... Love to start the new year reltively sober. In the morning a walk or hike and go to lunch withOBBTKN
- my parents and sisters. And you?OBBTKN
- Going to bed at 10pm.NBQ00
- bitchespango
- Fuck all.... Was looking forward to doing nothing and chilling but now I just feel like a loserdee-dubs
- go crash someone's party uninvited!pango
- pango14
HAPPY NEW YEAR DICK HEADS!!
- :-)oey
- You too pango!OBBTKN
- Speak for yourselfhans_glib
- ^ LOL! Hangover?oey
- Happy New Year!formed
- HNY!! :)e-pill
- Happy New Years.PhanLo
- there was so much hope yesterday...api
- helmetutopian
- HHHNY!jagara
- 1999 was 20 years agodrgs
- YOU CAN MAKE ME GROW UP!!!pango
- CAN'Tpango
- you too cunt face! Hope it was a good'nmugwart
- oey0
Happy New Year!
- DRIFTMONKEY16
I kept my resolution from last year. Have not had a sip of booze in 2018. Gonna keep this going.
- shellie24
Woke up to a job offer! I accepted. Starting 2019 off on a high note.
- congratulations !d_gitale
- Boom! Congrats!!robotron3k
- https://media.giphy.…utopian
- Crush it!pango
- Congrats!zarkonite
- congratsCalderone2000
- epic! which place?mugwart
- It's a small shop mug. But, it's run by the former head of marketing of a major movie studio that's pretty prolific. I'm humbled that he respects me enough toshellie
- offer me what I require without question. Most of the time these fuckboys question my worth.shellie
- shellie... can I borrow some money?PonyBoy
- thats incredible Shellie. I'm thrilled for you (whats you address to send my scripts too ;-P)mugwart
- Congrats!Gucci
- (I was joking btw!)mugwart
- (I wasn't) :PPonyBoy
- shellie, shellie, the world is yours now! ( :api
- pony. geez they haven't pay you for the vacation yet?! bastards!pango
- :DPonyBoy
- PonyBoy5
Four years in... I'm nearly 43... fuck all you miserable fucks... life is wonderful and I hope 2019 is as good as can be for each and everyone of you pieces of humanity (shit).
<3
Remove all the BS and sarcasm... I mean it... I know some of you wish me death but I wish nothing but the best this year and every last fucking year to come for you assholes and your families. I'm drunk... it's 5am and I have to be in the office in five days.
- hehe... 4 years into MY MARRIAGE
Fuck... I forgot that statement (I'm fucked...my wife's been reading my QBN posts) :OPonyBoy - Good luck, she is going to cut you in small pieces now...OBBTKN
- Oh, and have a nice year you too ;)OBBTKN
- oh boy :D 4 years and it means nothing just fuck. start to decorate the doghouse ehhsted
- yo! wishes accepted and returned you fucker ;-) no death wishes!oey
- so, when you're drunk you become bipolar? :) hope you had a goon NYE, PonyBooy :)Krassy
- *goon = goodKrassy
- hehe... 4 years into MY MARRIAGE
- stoplying0
In underwear and a bathrobe shouting "But you don't make the rules!"
Me or my 4 year old?
You decide.
Happy to be back at work.
- Trick question. The answer is your wife.monospaced
- ^ ah!oey
- the idea of a 4 year old shouting "But you don't make the rules!" pleases me but I guess it's you...oey
- The DudeKrassy
- drgs0
Have you ever been so gay that you commissioned a scarf to be knitted according to your requirements? I just have
- I have gay sex all the time and have never done that. Good job.i_monk
- *swells with pridedrgs
- https://i.imgur.com/…sarahfailin
- PonyBoy2
baaahahahahaha!!! I totally fucked up... I'm supposed to be in the office right now.
Just called and hefe told me the HVAC in the entire building is fucked and that he sent everyone home anyway... :P
- sarahfailin5
chukkaphob
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- Maaku7
Am I the only person not crazy about Black Mirror?
- Never seen itdmay
- you ARE crazy.sarahfailin
- Productive contribution.freedom
- I like it, but I rarely discuss it with others. I think its become pop culture now cuz of Netflix but when it first dropped, it really blew me away.DRIFTMONKEY
- Black Mirror is good. What I find weird is everyone's eagerness to declare themselves a Netflix zombie.yuekit
- @dmay, same here, not one bit interestedhelloeatbreathedrive
- I thought it was a moviedrgs
- started one time, had to interrupt never started again. want to see it. can't find the time.oey
- Not seen it. My realm of thinking - it all seems ideas borrowed from other peoplemugwart
- @mugwart all creative work is iterations on previous work. What matters is quality. BM is very, very good.jagara
- ^ you are correct but it depends on how its taken and used. Never felt the pull to watch this. Not saying it's good / nor badmugwart
- the first two 'seasons' are only 3 episodes each, so it's not a major commitment, and the episodes aren't connected eithermonospaced
- Definitely worth watching, mugwart.monospaced
- Start with White Bear. It's a good ride. . While the latest choose-you-own-endin... was conceptually interesting, it underwhelmed. Switched over to Maniac.zombiewoof
- I stopped watching after Nosedive, the episode where Bryce Dallas freaks out over social media rating... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Maaku
- I can’t think of other tv shows which play with ideas in the way black mirror does. Not saying it always works, but it does ask a lot of questionsIanbolton
- A bit hit and miss but almost always makes me think. It's a bit like The Twilight Zone but written for the near future.mort_
- section_0140
Got two "signed in from a new location" e-mails from Netflix today. I've never given anyone my information. So, after verifying the emails were legit, I signed in and changed my password.
It's been years since I've even logged in to Netflix since I only used it on Xbox (until recently), and never had to change the password.
I have two suspicions. The first, and most probable, is a website that had my email/password stored poorly and was hacked. This email/pass combo was one I used everywhere. I've since changed it for most everything, but it was never changed on Netflix.
My second suspicion is my new "smart" tv that has Netflix baked in has some sort of vulnerability. While I suspect it's a coincidence, it's a bit strange that a month after I enter my Netflix info for the first time in years, my account info is somehow intercepted.
I'm gonna log the ip's it hits for the next week or so and see if there's any funny business.
- autoflavour12
its like 1000 degrees in Sydney, and I have my 4 year old screaming like we are amputating her leg without anesthesia all because she ripped her brothers magazine and he is asking her to apologise.
fortunately, I have retreated to my air-conditioned, and sound treated music studio where I am alone with the internet as my only friend.
hopefully she doesn't start a fire.
- lol
well, i don't have any advise here..
GOOD LUCK!!pango - lol, this is one of my favourite things ever written on QBN._niko
- hahahaha!oey
- hahahahanecromation
- I remember being in Sydney a few years ago during the summer... It was MOST unpleasant, and i'm black lolnecromation
- https://phys.org/new…soundofreason
- -2*C and its snowing here in EU, we went to a thermal water indoor pool. my kid did not want to sleep after the swim, so i had to skip the sauna.api
- Ugh Sydney heatMrT
- Not that bad...spunji
- ... he said, lying naked in front of the fan.spunji
- and today can just fuck right off and it’s only half 8.MrT
- lol
- freedom-2
$30/hr