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- kyl30
I had turkey chili for lunch, now I'm sleepy.
nighty night
- ********0
isn't it like early afternoon there?
- rasko40
There have been voices today. I am not sure where, or who they are. They sound calm, yet urgent. I listen to them, friends they are.
- emokid0
the sky was on fire and i had my arms raised as high and proud as i possibly could. now everyone would choke on the ashes of my hate. they would suffocate and rot.
it was a dream that felt more real than anything i've ever felt.
- ********0
emo, were you that shortlived other nic, I forget his name, perhaps ic ontained the word green, but not sure, who spoke so eloquently of hate and krishnamurti?
- kyl30
rand, it's now 4:30pm pst.
- ********0
this sounds like a vision emokid, dont deny it!
Take up your spirit and fly, talk to God as a Father for that's what he is! A Father to us all!
Now you have founf your hate you can find your love, with a little help you can love us all in that way, and we can love you back, we can all love each other - won't it be great.
I love Church and I want you to aswell.
Peace homies!
- kyl30
I thought max headroom was dead?
- emokid0
no rand, that was not me.
lately i've been finding it more difficult than usual to cloak my hate. i am afraid i will lose control and reveal my inner demons for the world to see. every second of my existence is consumed with hate and it wouldn't be the least bit surprising if i woke up one day only to realize that i had spontaneously combusted while asleep.
- emokid0
max_prophet gives me the heebie-jeebies.
- ********0
I am reaching out for you emokid, I am sending you positive tendrils and antannae of love (pure love mind you, none of what the ancient greeks would call Eros, damn those greeks), I want you to walk the streets later and smile at people, say "Hello!" and imagine how nice those people are, even the people you may ordinarily not like or think to say hello to, like say, the homeless or a black man. Learn to love them for they are all Gods people, we are all loving creatures, waiting for you to say "Hello!" and we can say "Hello!" back to you, our arms open.
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- emokid0
picturing your head on a stick calms me. it's like walking on a sandy beach as a wave of warm blood touches your feet.
- kyl30
hahaha
- emokid0
thanks for trying to reach out to me though. i am afraid it is a futile cause because i am long lost in a jungle so dense that not even light can penetrate through.
feel free to leave a message.
- brooke0
I have something important to say.
Enlightenment comes in such unexpected ways.
Seeing the hopefulness in my friends gives me hope about my own fate.
I really couldn't be happier at this second.
- emokid0
the feeling of hate seems to have subsided for now. apparently baked fish with tartar sauce makes me want to love people.
- c_valencia0
Costco pizza works!
- canuck0
I hate a lot of people today.
- ********0
my inner radiance burned up my brain
- Jnr_Madison0
The glimpse of hope makes this depression even worse. I'd rather be fucked up all time rather than just most of the time.